Acceptance

Isn’t nice when you have a moment of clarity and remember that your life is your own creation, your own manifestation? I had one of those the other day. I took time for meditation – which I have found to be be nothing more time consuming than a couple minutes of reflection and peaceful openness – and felt a sense of acceptance and peace.

My positive choices have led me to some very very good places in life. I’m proud of the things I’ve accomplished. I took chances. I didn’t play by ‘the rules’ or let others dictate my choices. I stayed strong and never did anything I didn’t want to do.
I stayed true to myself and my beliefs. Not to say that I haven’t made mistakes, I certainly have, but ones that helped me learn, even if it took multiple times making the same mistake to finally get it. 🙂

I feel empowered by my choices in having done fitness/commercial modeling, and acting for HBO-Showtime shows. I know that strong, confident, smart, sexy women can love themselves both inside and out – because I do.

I feel blessed to have traveled to many different countries and experience what I have of this amazing, complicated, beautiful world. I’m so lucky to have the amazing, wonderful, true friends that I have.
It’s impossible to feel lonely when you have such good friends in your corner. And I am just blown away that I’ve gotten as lucky as I have with the creation of my wonderful, loving, self-created family of M and Bowie.

They are both so good, so pure of heart, and my love for them couldn’t possibly ever be put into words – I am so grateful to have them, to love and care for them. We’re a family, a team. I’ve never quite felt that before in my life, ever, so this is pretty intensely good. 🙂 And it’s scary. The thought of losing them is unfathomable. So I don’t think about it; I try instead to focus on the present. Right now, they are mine and I am theirs, and this is good. I have accepted that this is place I’m meant to be right now.

I have manifested a good life. I accept where I live with curiosity and peace. I accept that I have a wonderful man and a healthy yorkie with happiness and love. I accept that I’m young, smart, and capable of doing whatever it is I want to do, and I accept this reality with wonder and gratitude.

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